Good Morning Creator,

02/21/21 6am

Please help me. Help me to relocate my confidence, help me hold onto what’s left of my light. Help me to be better than I was yesterday. Creator I’m so lost and I feel so alone. I’m scared but as long as you’re walking with me, no evil shall prosper. If you can hear me, I need your guidance. Do not allow me to lose sight of my goals in this life. Do not allow me to give up. Keep me with you always, while I dream, while cry, while I drive and in the night. I thank you for all of my benedictions. For the opportunity to start my own business and for keeping a roof over my head, gas in my car and food in my familiar’s bowl. I thank you for filtered water and heat in the winter. I thank you for air, for laughter and I thank you for the music that writes my soul. I am grateful for the friends that I have, for the ones what want to see me succeed and smile. For the ones that just want to see me. I am forever grateful for my family, for you keeping them healthy and alive. Oh Creator please if you do anything for me, protect my mother. Soothe her and ensure that she stays sharp & vibrant, send her strength, send her true love. My one wish is that you don’t take my mommy from me. Please not until I can repay her for everything, for all of it because I will see to it that she will never have to work a day in her life again. I am blessed to have had those last moments with Jazz & Grams. I miss them so much that I can’t breathe when I think about it. I am blessed to be an Aunty to so many, thank you for giving these children life as they ease my sorrows with something so simple as a smile and a hug. I am grateful for the loves that I’ve lost because they only bring me closer to my King. I beg of you, show me how to be deserving of him and how to maintain a gracious spirit. I am proud of my heritage, I am kind, I am able and my talents can reshape the world. I am open to love in all aspects of life. I am so very sorry Creator, please forgive me for my judgments. Please heal the parts of me that I cannot discus. I am trying but I will try harder. Today I release fear and open my heart.